Inappropriate Music [live aware mix] by blackdaylight

so what's going on with all of these new blackdaylight songs?

they are purposefully crazy, but i think that somewhere along the way i lost control of the wheel & the music has just been doing its thing without me.
it feels almost unfamiliar yet completely enriching...like i'm on the cusp of really tapping into some sort of artistic self actualizing action!

its like how visual artists & the tao te ching describe the feeling of not doing anything & simply allowing the process to happen.

its dangerous because its totally uncertain.

i keep thinking that i would never listen to any of this music unless it was by someone that was known for doing a specific style & this sound was a definite departure from the expected. i keep thinking that...& now i realize that's exactly what's going on with me [but i am completely divorced from most people's artistic radars so its not really the same]...

del says something like: "but music is there without you or me we just manipulate for better or worse..." & that's one of the most eloquent descriptions of what the new songs have been like.*

~dammit! now i feel anxious about sounding pretentious on a blog that no one really reads any way...ha!

art. life. tragedy. comedy.

*...here's the entire last verse that i was attempting to quote: from deltron 3030's "madness":
Simple minded people always poin't the finger
To bring it to a close as if life is their role, their path
When all paths are intersections
It all depends on the persons perception
When I'm mad as fuck you get shot
& To some its bad luck
I believe you held something back for too long
It grew strong
And enegy has its own will
And people think they make music still
But music is there with out you or me we just manipulate
For better or worse so let it situate
I get to make records and dough
Paid out the ass hole
And still seen as another face on the totem pole
Conquer, my sponsors are monsters
And everybody thinks that I owe them one
I'm glad I love music and life
cuz it's easy to see the pain and strife and end it all tonight
I'm caught in the grip of the city . . . M a d n e s s

Devolutionized [live] by blackdaylight

something i just began on a work-a-holic style bender...straight from my mind to the world...aaahhh, the delight of internet cross-self-referencing!

eliminated limitations [live beta version] by blackdaylight

upon repeated spins i am quite proud of this song & all the other noisy , high bpm pieces that i've been slinging together in a recent fit of deconstruction-ism...

deconstruction with these audio sketches is not explicitly a dismantling of the structure of a my style, but instead simply a demonstration that it has already dismantled itself. the 2010 songs have appeared fast & hard. they're primitive & crazy & challenging & they have really grown on me.

Inequities Like A Motherfucker

THE FACTS:

*$* For every dollar of wealth owned by the typical white family, the typical family of color owns only 16 cents. And for single women of color, the wealth gap is far wider.

*$* Nearly half of all single black and Hispanic women have zero or negative wealth, meaning their debts exceed all their assets. The median wealth for single black women is only $100; for single Hispanic women, $120. This compares to just over $41,000 for single white women. About a third of single Hispanic women and one-fourth of single black women have no checking or savings account.

*$* Today there are more African Americans under correctional control, whether in prison or jail, on probation or on parole, than there were enslaved in 1850. And more African American men are disenfranchised now because of felon disenfranchisement laws than in 1870

THE EDITORIAL: unrealisticly flowery speeches about sticking together & bootstrap economics fall on deaf ears in the face of the myriad of legal discriminatory practices employed by nearly all u.s. institutions. in an age where employees are subjected to credit checks for lower-middle class jobs the people must advocate for themselves.
in the episode of democracy now below amy goodman & juan gonzalez dive deep into the ever widening wealth gap in the u.s. & discuss the symptoms & solutions with Mariko Lin Chang, chief author of the study “Lifting as We Climb: Women of Color, Wealth and America’s Future”, C. Nicole Mason, Executive Director of the Women of Color Policy Network at the Wagner Graduate School of Public Service @ NYU, & Michelle Alexander, author of the new book The New Jim Crow: Mass Incarceration in the Age of Colorblindness.
dig what these sisters have to say about what is essentially 21st jim crowism & check out the full study to digest all of the other facts & figures @ Insight Center for Community Economic Development

i even took the time to embed the videos into smaller chunks for all you cyber wisdom seekers on the go






& here's a lil somethin' about what happened to ACORN one of the unfortunately few organizations that work to end poverty in a real way


remember if money is the root, then poverty is the handmaid of oppression. the modern caste/class systems must end if anyone wants even an illusion of security & freedom.

fight back

blackdaylight: raw & uncut

this is one of the 1st dj mixes i recorded using the hercules rmx console. as the title implies it is a very raw blend of mostly live & unreleased instrumentals...enjoy!

Blackdaylight - Raw [Demo] by Blackdaylight on Mixcloud

amp soul's got flava

here's a random mix of freshness from ampsoul on mixcloud.com

..:Ampsoul:.. Flava Of The Month Mix by Ampsoul on Mixcloud

Malcolm X: “By Any Means Necessary”

unfortunately timeless words from the man himself

D O O M

we're all doomed.
surviving 2009 definitely cemented this uncomfortably obvious fact in the forefront of my sphere of being.
its not pessimistic. it is freeing. i think it was voltaire who said: "to the thoughtful mind life is comedy to the confused mind life is tragedy" but i'm not sure it was him & even if it was that particular heavily quoted dead white man i'm fairly sure that i paraphrased the actual quote.
anyway i like give up because i have my head in the clouds & heart in the gutter [perhaps an errant j* davey quote] so for all of you that share this gift/affliction i present the art of give up

A Blast From The Past: Brother West Says...

definitely not kanye for those that were hoping for some neo hip hop assholery. this is a clip of Dr. Cornell West from way back in september of 2009 discussing the release of his long-awaited memoir, “Brother West: Living and Loving Out Loud”.
there was definitely something specific about this interview that made me bookmark it & save it for all these months. what it is i cannot remember, but i'm sure it gave me a quantum of solace during a very difficult personal adjustment period. if nothing else its worth watching for Dr. West's delightfully thoughtful pontifications on life

its been a long time......

i shoulda left you with some deeper thoughts to sift through.

its no secret that 2009 the worst year of my life. for a myriad of reasons 09 was so inexplicably awful that it stifled me creatively & almost made me completely disappear from the scene.
many months & one album later i've returned to the horus set with new personal revelations that were very randomly spurred by Dr. Gabor Maté in his democracy now interview from this morning...the monday after valentine's day 2010...perhaps the good doctor's perspective will further enlighten some of you as well